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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Are you stress?

Bismillah.

Are you stress?????

You're not?
hurm..
I really stress right now.
Seriously... maybe I should declare that I really stress since this morning.
Wow!
That's why I love to cook so much today.
Rather than I have to face the laptop and all the pending works.
Better I cook something to eat~~~~
Well, I think thats the real life mean is it?
hahaha...

This morning, I got a called. And when my phone ringing, 
it will keep ringing for the whole day. Yup..
Just now also I got a called.
I love when my phone ringing. It makes me happy!
hahaha..

I try my best to hide it.
Yup.
I really want to hide it even deep inside..I want to CRY again!
Ya Alllah.

Do you know how I do think my friends have enough and free time to study,
I mean..can FULLY FOCUS on study, instead have to think for other things?
hurm....
And do you know how many times I FELT I did something WRONG from the BEGINNING??

Hahaha...
Positive beb..positive!
heh!

SO now... WRONG!
TILL NOW...
Satu apa pun aku tak sentuh untuk kelas esok.
Manalah tahu aku ada KUIZ esok?
hahaha...
sah aku memang kemalasan.
Adooiii.. kenapalah begini ya Allah.
heh!

Just now also I nearly got a new news about something that I really dont think I can handle it nicely.
heh!
Bila fikir balik rasa macam!!!!
Tapi chill mira. Buat tak tahu saja.
Yup..inshaAllah..this will be a last one, then I will pass YOU the RESIGN letter!

hurm...
susah nak didik hati dan perasaan serta iman agar kuat dan sentiasa disuntik motivasi daripada Allah.
Susah banget! Aku tahu dalam TO-DO-LIST aku,
there's lot more I have to complete it, tapi......
Semoga Allah ringankan perasaan dan emosi aku agar aku lebih ringan untuk buat kerja.
Yup...kekadang..aku rasa cam kuli tapi harapnya biarlah latihan KULI ini
dapat aku praktikkan bila dah keluar daripada MMU nanti dan harapnya aku boleh jadi lebih INDEPENDENT dari sekarang ini.

Aku selalu baca personaliti bulan kelahiran aku. Jujurnya, hampir tepat dengan diri aku.
Nak ubah, perlukan masa, bila mahu berubah pasti Allah akan uji, kalau tidak pasti tidak tahu sekuat mana kita kan? ^^,

Nak tahu diri ini macam mana?..
Loves to take things at the centre. Lies but don't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Easily hurt but recover easily. Brave and fearless. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. ~facebook.com~
See..
If you really know me, you will notice most of the above mentioned inside me.
Sometimes, I feel LOST..LOST..LOST.. and EMPTY!
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So guys, do pray for me.
May Allah give me full strength!
And if I can hide it without HURTING my beloved FRIENDS..
It will be much more BETTER!
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Long entry for tonight.
Semoga Allah memberkati semuanya serta mempermudahkan semuanya.


A song that I will keep listening once I stress.
It cures me little even not fully recover
^^,

p/s : I really miss my family. and I really miss mak, abah, ibu. Honestly... lately I have nightmares that I really hope it will not happen to any of my relatives...

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